Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Have you ever seen the girl by Tia Voth

Have you ever seen the girl
Who's dreams were infected
By what was never said
Have you ever seen the girl
who wishes upon every star
Hoping for that one chance
If you've ever seen the girl
She'd make you cry a thousand tears
She's the one with her head held high
But dying deep inside
If you ever looked through the masks
She's the one right there beside you
Have you ever seen the girl
Who was always left out
Never included in the crowd
Have you ever seen the girl
Who's always wearing long sleeves
Trying to hide her deepest secrets
If you've ever seen the girl
She'd make you cry a thousand tears
She's the one with her head held high
But dying deep inside
If you ever looked through the mask
She's the one who reaching out to you
She's the one with her head held high
But dying deep inside

The girl who Tia Voth

Have you seen a girl drown in the tears
Slowly running down her face.
Over something so silly she cries,
Which only makes it worst.
Have you ever seen her turn quickly
To get the tears to go away.
So no one will ask questions.
She always hides the truth
Have you ever seen her shudder
From the non-existing cold.
It overwhelms her to much.
But yet she still seems to smiles.
Have you seen the girl who went missing
Yet no one tries to find her.
She is only her mothers maid,
Which can always be replaced.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

on the outside by me

Sit here on the inside looking out
Wondering what when wrong
I watch the days go by like they are a movie

There is no sound it is just black and white

I could tell in his eyes that it was over
He did not even have to say a word
I know he left me for her
I just do not see what he sees in her

Now I am on the outside looking in
Wondering if my life will ever change
These things always happen to
It is never anything good

I am so used to death and broken hearts
That to me now it is just a normal thing
No one will ever under stand
The things that happen to me

I act the way I do to mask the pain I feel
For I am scared to show my real feelings
Cause I know I will be hated
In this world we live in you just have to where an mask

The sadness is over powering
And I do not know if I will ever be able to be the same again
I have some thoughts in my head that are so stronger

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

i love you by me

I never thought that this could happen to me
Falling this hard falling this deep
You came at me from like no where
And at that moment I realized
I felt the same way that you felt for me

This tingling sensation
This tightness in the stomach when you are near
This feeling in my head like everything is spinning

I tried to prevent it because I know I will get hurt
Relationships at our age never last that long
I just do not know if I could deal with life with out you
I am scared to say I love you

This is the moment I regret
This is everything I hate
This is a heart brake waiting to happen

Mom said this is only puppy love
If this is only puppy love that I am a fearful of what really love feels like
Young love they call it but I do not know
I end up missing you before you are even gone

This is the moment where I tell you I love you
This is where I chicken out
This is where everyone makes fun of me for falling for you

I hate this feeling like you are always sick when you think of this person
You make me smile for no reason
I get all happy when I am near you
But yet it makes me cry

This makes me happy to get off my chest
This is what I have been waiting to write
This is the only way to get this off my chest

I like to listen to your stories
The way you look and smile at me
But I hate the though of us braking up
And it would pain me to see you with any other girl but me

This is the way I feel
This is no emo poem
This is just my way of saying I love you

Monday, October 20, 2008

heart broken by me

As I go though the day not seeing any indication
There is came out of the blue
The thing that sent me in to myself again
The three words that could destroy the world
We are though

I did not see this come
I had no indication
I thought everything was all right
Until he texted it to me

At that moment I wanted to die
Just go jump off into the sky
Feel my blood go down the drain
But I had to stay Strong, which was imposable to do

Walking though school trying not to think about him
But everything seemed to remind me of him
He will not talk to me
And he will not look at me

I do not know what I did
Or even what had happened
But all that I know is that I though things were going great
In till this happened

He said I did not trust him
Even though I told him all my secrets
I talked to him about everything
And I was never able to do that before

Now he sent me back in side of myself
The mere human I used to be
He took everything I longed for right out of me

He said that he did not feel the way that he felt before
But 99% of couples are not actually in love
I cannot live like this
With out him in my life

He made me feel safe and warm
And always told me things would be all right
He broke up with me 2 weeks before the Jr prom and on the day that Rick died Now I have no soul or heart and I just want to die

Friday, October 17, 2008

broken hearted(me with out you) by me

I tore heart off my sleeve.
It was all thanks to you
But while it was in my hand it fell apart
Now I scrabble to the floor
Trying to put together what you have broke
Will you leave me on my knees or will you come down hear besides me
It was partially your fault and partially mine
But if we come together maybe everything will be just fine
We have started to drift apart
But with a little effort we could come back together
We were climbing this hill together we were bound to fall down
But we can dust our self's off and try again
But this time can we do this as friends?
Be the jack to my Jill and I will show you the way
But first we must put this puzzle of a heart of mine back together
What do you say one more shot at this?
So hand me the thread and I have the needleIn no time this heart should be back together